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Wednesday, April 29, 2009 { 8:43 PM }

今天是我的很好很好的好朋友的生日所以我要在这里跟她说声生日快乐！

Happy Birthday darling Weiling! :D

hope you like the surprise & the present :D & i tell you the giving number to nicholas one was funny max lar! lol! poor nicholas! haha! :/

okay even though we might not see each other as often but i just wanner say you're still my bestest best darling friend yea! first friend in poly! hard to replace one so dont worry yea! :D if there's anything iam just a call away! lets organise a lunch session with the freshies soon yea :D

class today was funky.i think ihave pretty nice classmates.laughed non stop until my stomach hurts big time.& i tell you my stomach machiam growled like 10million donkey times today.laukui max.luckily no one really heard so still okay haha!

tomorrow's sl appreciation dinner yes ah! haha! iam so eggcitedxzxzxzz cann lol!

ohya.i saw sue today at free access lab! but then the first thing she told me was " i was still wondering who's the one who's so noisy! " okay thanks ah sue haha! & i realised i haven seen huiwen for a longlong time already! D:

tmr tmr!

Monday, April 27, 2009 { 8:46 PM }

Actually iam starting to enjoy Ssm.its pretty fun actually :D

& my pinky hurts bigtime got blister already! D:

"Aww you poor thing!" (typical mr goh reply!) funny max lar! i guess only htm students would understand.if not the monday ssm students :D

okay iam missing the sports club orientation dong cause there's the sl appreciation dinner.& smart zy went to like write his number instead of mine against my name.no wonder i dint receive any text from them with regards to the sc orientation.goodjob lar brother.or should i say sister! LOL!

& iam starting to get used to everything :D

Sunday, April 26, 2009 { 12:02 AM }

I dont like the way things are going now.i should stop being such a sensitive shit.

idont like the feeling of being abandoned

Friday, April 24, 2009 { 11:30 PM }

Idont like changes.

on a side note.iam glad i have shiling with me.iam seeing more of her these few days :D

iam now hiding in my room while my family's watching some scary max horror yes iam scared max so iam hiding.haha!

its not a competition i swear.its my way of working&doing stuff.so do not see it as a competition.

Thursday, April 23, 2009 { 9:08 PM }

LOVE 1Ho3 MANYMANY LAR!

ilove my 1H03 freshies to the max lar! seriously.its really zomgxz happy to see the class being closer after the htm orientation.okay! even though we dint win any prize any award anything but still the class bonded so yes i think thats even betta than winning any award.& i wanner say zomgxz 1H03 you guys are damn zai cause you guys were like damn fast at the tofu station at the fountain! serious! :D

its every single one in 1H03 that makes this class so funky! even though we always dont have the full 22 people attending events together but those who went for either lunch/orientation seriously you guys = love lar.the rest who dint attend i think you guys have like some valid reason so yes grace still loves you all also haha! & lixin did something damn cute haha! love you also lar :D

so one day we should have the full 22people out for outings & lunch together okay! :D

on a side note.iam nort being me this few days i think i needa take a gun & shoot myself.& i look damn cui in the htm orientation photo zomgxz i think ineeda go bang the wall liao lar! walao.iam annoyed! ><

& i thot that the accounting lecture was at 10am in fact it was like at 9am.zomgxz.so i was late for 2omin lol! paiseh shit.& ilost my ezlink card.& i secretly cursed the person who picked up my card without returning it.lol! i think his/her hands will start rotting & the aliens will like kidnap them to space to be servants for the aliens with 5butts&3eyes.lol! okay that was kindof evil but ohwells.

Sayonara! did i tell you my jap tutor's really pretty iam addicted to looking at her zomgxz! just to clarify stuff iam straight haha! okay night!

i'll start being myself soon :D

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 { 12:19 AM }

Iam super fedup now & idk why seriously.iam super fedup ttm until i cann go chew up an entire elephant.

its only the start of the sem & everything seems like they're going in the wrong direction.good start? nope i dont think so.i should seriously get all the shit outta my brain.fullstop end of story byebye!

idont like the change.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009 { 12:08 AM }

we all look candid.okay ilook horrible also.dontcare! haha! imean the messy hair shows how siao i went during cheering isnt it haha! :D

& alan iam not emo lor! :D

Sunday, April 19, 2009 { 8:49 PM }

Okay tmr's the first day of school.first ssm lessson suay max! iam gonna be super kiasu auntie & go to school super early to get prepared for the killer lessons! D:

& 03 Freshies are really nice i love them alot :D

& You & You & 03 Ilu!

okay.new semester new start new ppl new life new grace

Saturday, April 18, 2009 { 2:56 PM }

Okay Weekzero's over & Business won overall champ for the 5th time :D But sadly we lost the Best spirited & Cheerleading so D:

Okay firstly i'll like to say a Big thankyou to all my 1H03 freshies.be it whether you attended for both days/only the first day.Maybe i was not a good synergy leader thats why you guys dint wanner attend on the second day.so to that i apologise yea.

For those who attended both days & stayed throughout ILOVE YOU ALL LAR! thankyou okay.cause i know quite a lot left halfway leaving you 6behind.namely Leon Desmond Jasmine Ingah Winnie Shuting.Thanks for staying throughout okay :D that really like made me a lil' happier :D

Okay next is for those who think i pushed you guys too hard or what.Iam really sorry if i really did.But ireally wanted you guys to enjoy orientation as you only get to take part in orientation during the first yr as freshies.so if you guys aint happy with me for that i'll apologise to you all for that.

&lastly.i wanner say ireally did put in my 100% effort to try to bond with you guys really & be it cheering & all i really did put in my heart to cheer to scream to yell to go crazy.& thankyou freshies for those who replied to my messages yes ireally appreciate it & iam really touched by some of your replies.its you guys who make me feel that it wasnt a wrong choice to take part in orientation as a synergy leader.Thankyou 03freshies & i hope to see you guys during htm orientation & i really hope to take you guys again.hope by then we cann all be really close & all yea :D

Friday, April 17, 2009 { 12:38 AM }

Now as a synergy leader myself, i finally understood how hard it was for my sls to hype us up during our orientation last year.

Okay day1 was horribly horrible.i've got ppl leaving halfway.i've got ppl running to toilet for damn long.i've got ppl not cheering.okay i dont blame the freshies prolly me wl & hm dint do an excellent job as synergy leaders thats why my 03 freshies are not enthusiastic.okay not all some were really trying hard i could see.seriously & i really wanner thank them for really putting effort to cheer.

Seriously iam really touched by how some of them asked me why i looked so sad they even told me not to be so sad (Especially Leon) i was like so fedup till i was on the verge of crying.my class strength was like the smallest as compared to the other classes.when i ask them to cheer the girls they look at me like iam a monkey who just escaped from the zoo.Okay freshies you guys most probably wont see my post here but still i wanner say.why am i trying so hard to make you guys cheer? Its not because we as synergyleaders will end up getting scolded by the maincomms for not doing our job well.Its because i wanted to make your business orientation a memorable one.so if you freshies can like open up more cheer louder iam sure this orientation would be a fun filled one for you guys.

I wanner like thank Winnie for being damn nice also lar.LOVE YOU CAN! after i mass send the details & all for day2 to the freshies & how i was quite disappointed by their performance today & i believe they cann do betta tmr& all right.Winnie send this text to me that made me feel touched : "hello grace.okay.but i do enjoy myself today thanks for all the efforts put in.i'll cheer more tmr (: " when i received this text i was totally like zomgxz lar this freshie's zomgxz nice to the max & i was like touched seriously big time.

Okay i do hope things will get better tmr :D

Thursday, April 16, 2009 { 12:02 AM }

2H03.Hope i'll be able to make friends in there :D

My hand still hurts big time & its officially weekzero now!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009 { 3:35 PM }

Idont like painful jabs end of story.

{ 12:12 PM }

Grace's happier today Grace's happier today Grace's happier today Grace's happier today Grace's happier today :D

&tmr's weekzero isnt that like fun.hope the freshies like me :D

{ 12:10 AM }

That crappy feeling.Idontlike.Feels like a million stones crushing on me.Goodnight.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 { 10:54 PM }

Iwanner go to the zoo Iwanner go to the zoo Iwanner go to the zoo Iwanner go to the zoo Iwanner go to the zoo Iwanner go to the zoo Iwanner go to the zoo

idk whats with me & D: but iam feeling D: & i really wanner go to the zoo!

& frootloops dint make me happier this time round

{ 7:29 PM }

If only things were as simple as ABC.

iam unhappy about something but somehow i just cant seem to figure out what iam unhappy about.

{ 1:09 PM }

okay tea party wasnt really fun but dinner with the typicalfew kraga-ians = love lar! iam really glad the few still make it a point to like join for random dinners & all.really love you guys to the max lar.

weekzero's in a few days & i cant do the tp handsign song goodluck to me :/

& ks go eat more frootloops! its happyfood!

Monday, April 13, 2009 { 2:51 AM }

Sleep well sleep tight & dont be angry anymore okay! Cheerio!

{ 12:29 AM }

I TELL YOU THIS PICTURE IS SUPER FUNKY TO THE MAX LAR OMG!

another masterpiece of ks haha! :D

see the elephant scared until 放屁lar.HAHA LAR!

FUNKY LAR ZOMGXZ.

i wanted a picture of rat chase cat then now we have a dog on the hammock also haha!

super cute cann :D

Sunday, April 12, 2009 { 7:29 PM }

TADAA! ks's masterpiece & i think its super cute can zomgxzxz :D

& so iam gonna learn how to draw it also yay!

zomgxzxz teaparty's tmr! :D

{ 12:56 PM }

super awesome song by collin raye :D

its the 12th time iam listening to it already & its still awesome

love, me

Saturday, April 11, 2009 { 1:33 PM }

dont cry you stupid girl you're not supposed to let her see you cry.

the sky's happy today but iam not.

edited -

i stupidly placed my tapz card in my pocket while playing the bball machine & the next thing i know is i have 10credits for the game ._.

okay bought my tea party present already but the 200grams of famous amos cookies couldnt really fill my jar D: ohwells.hope my gift exchange partner like my gift.

okay.tea party's on monday aint we all eggcited zomgxzxz just the thought of all the rahrahing makes me happy :D

"At pasir ris station there were 10sheep on board.when the train reached tanah merah a lion board the train.so how many sheep left when the train reaches cityhall "

SUPER LOL LAR! HAHA.

& i feel happier now :D

Friday, April 10, 2009 { 11:13 PM }

I think the sky's upset bout something thats why its crying.

okay mum trimmed my bangs for me already so much better now.dont have to suffer from pokes from my super long fringe anymore :D

i dont like it when my dad punishes my youngest sister & locking her out at the balcony alone.apparently i woke up earlier than usual cause i heard my dad's screaming & yelling at my youngest sister so i went to wash up & see what was happening.apparently my mum told me my youngest sister did not understand the maths questions on the practice paper my dad asked her to do.so my dad got pretty frustrated teaching her so he scolded the pangsai outta the poor lil sister of mine.so i went out to the balcony to find the lil girl sobbing non-stop behind the blackboard thingy so i brought her to my room.poooof next moment i have a raging monster shooting firebombs at me just because i brought my sister into my room.

dad : why you bring her into your room! you dont know she's being punished huh.

me : eh daddy why you punish her.just because she dontknow how to do the maths questions & you got frustrated of teaching her doesnt mean you can like punish her lar.

dad : *Stares at me with the killer stare*

me : okay bye daddy i teach meimei *Closes door*

so i went on teaching my sister for like one hour plus going two then my stomach growled like some bear & my sister was tired also so i told her to watch teevee & be good.& i swear that one hour session with her totally killed like tenmilliondonkeybraincells of mine.zomgxzxzxz.braincells please multiply faster okay if not grace will turn into a 大笨蛋 soon D:

okay i conclude iam a noob at minesweeper cause mine's luck only not skill zomgxzxzx.i'll go 修炼一百年再来挑战你的! :D

Thursday, April 9, 2009 { 5:41 PM }

AKAI ITO

Quote from Akai Ito :

It's said that after a person is born,they will meet approximately 30,000 people before they die.Of those, the number of people you'll meet and work with at school is 3,000.And of those, you'll intimately know 300.Among all those encounters, it's said God has arranged a special one for you.One made from before you were born.However, that bond of fate is invisible to everyone.And yet that unseen person in your destiny is connected to you by a red string on your pinky.Thats why i fell in love with you the moment we met.

okay watch if you guys have time okay.the girl's quite cute & the guy's pretty handsome also :D

{ 2:22 PM }

i had this dream this morning & ks you were like in my dream omg super weird.okay grace's dreams are always weird one LOL.okay so apparently in my dream i was like living in this super high hdb or whatsoever de then got alot levels & one level has like frigging many apartments super messy & all.so in the dream i was living at the 7thfloor like now.then ks was like at the 9thfloor.so yes in my dream you were my neighbour haha! okay.then idk why in the dream outta nowhere your mum jumped out saying its your bday & asked me along for some celebration o.o seee weird isnt it.okay then i rmbed looking at the clock & it was like 5am o.o then i said i gotta go home already my mum will be worried.so i say byebye & left his house.then i got lost cause i couldnt find the lift then i sat on the floor & started crying.then outta nowhere ks appeared & said with a super huge smile : 走我带你回家 ! LOLOLOLOLOL! then my phone rang and i woke up.lol! strange isnt it.& i woke up with my pillow wet.i think i really did cry or something like that o.o

HAHAHAHAHA LAR! since they say dreams are oppo of reality right.ks i think you'll like say this in reality : 哈哈迷路了阿,再见我不管你 & sticks tongue out at me.hahaha! okay then.better start working on the snowmen again then.pricked myself for dontknow how many donkey times already & iam only done with one zomgxzxzxzxz.lol! i better start rushing again.ohya must go get the tea party present soon also :D monday monday tea party tea party!

hello lil' star are you lost as well ?

Tuesday, April 7, 2009 { 11:46 PM }

DAY OUT WITH CHUA & CAI :D

the weather was like ohsonot suitable for picnic so we changed the plan to settlers cafe instead D: to think i was super looking forward to picnic & sparklers! D: anyw.boardgamed from 2-6.okay ate lunch there as well.boardgames were horrible cause we only have like 3players lotsa games couldnt play so sad.but still fun to hang ard with the girls & all :D

after that we headed to some weird cheena name park nearby for photos.popped over to fitness corner for video.did the super sec school typical neoprint poses omg lar.super -.- vid's with chua haha! super funny forfeit was like tp mass dance at the fitness corner alone.ohwells isnt that bad lar.solo performance on the vid haha! talk lotsa rubbish & all then took some photos again then went to plazasing for gelare omg fatness haha! went home with mum nagging at me again yesyes mummy you look prettier if you dont nag this much HAHA! blogger's horrible cause it took me like super long to upload these photos i guess the size of the photos are like too big so it takes like tenmillion donkey years to upload them D: hey girls we should have a picnic soon like when the rest are back okay! :D

saw the maid abuse kid vid on stomp omg the maid should go eat shit seriously she should be sentenced like 20 years instead of like 2years lar.poor lil girly just wanted to go weewee & the maid had to like step on her kick her whack her seriously ppl dont hire maids to take care of kids anymore! just hire them to do housework LOL! dontknow if its a recent case but still lil girl hope you get well soon okay! i'll pray that the alien come kidnap the maid who abused you & sell her to the space monster which will chew her into pieces! :D okay evil.lol!

& this is to the friend who's upset over the issue :

dont be sad anymore tmr's gonna be a better day! go eat frootloops if that doesnt make you feel betta i cann like lend you my fat shoulders if you need :D cheerio!

okay night darlings! & ilost the snowman keychain i made myself D: it was on my wallet pooof next moment its gone! i bet its somewhere in plazasing D: okay shall go make one again for myself ! :D wan an!

{ 11:29 AM }

i dont like the rain D: & now grace cant go for her picnic so we're going settlers cafe instead.tummy hurts like boohoo must be the carrot cake i ate just now.i bet an alien just invaded my stomach & forcing it to like eat itself.the pain's causing me to like talk rubbish ohwells.better go start preparing for later already ciao!

idreamt that the whole world abandoned me.Again.

Monday, April 6, 2009 { 10:20 PM }

Do i actually know what i want ?

Dear diary :

Gloomy sky gloomy Grace & she thought of many things today.She watched how the raindrops fell silently from the sky & thought of how similar they are to the tears she shed.Nope she's not emo now she doesnt go around slitting her wrists like some emo kid just randomly looking & think through what has she gone through in the past few years.Wrong decisions made.All the regrets.All the words that she didnt say.If only there's a time machine.She rmbed those words from someone." Be stronger be braver " The words still here but that person's gone forever.She'll be stronger and braver and happier.She'll smile when she's happy cry when she's sad.She'll not hide the inner self anymore.Hello Grace#2 its time you face everyone!

Be stronger Be braver Be happier !

Sunday, April 5, 2009 { 10:14 PM }

PICNIC PICNIC WE'RE GOING FOR A PICNIC :D

yay picnic's on tuesday confirmed already yay i hope the weather would not be ohsohorrible for a day out with the 2girls.ohman i haven told my mum bout the picnic thing.ohwells shall tell her tmr i guess.

nothing much today except golfing on wii with my parents & i kinda got them hooked onto golfing :D i've kinda decided i should start exercising so every monday wednesday & friday i'll hit the gym & i gotta go for a swim like at least once everyweek :D

happy or not.bangs or no bangs.let go or not.these are the qns i keep asking myself & i'll tell you yes iam over it.totally over it :D & iam really happy now.hooray! lets go celebrate.

anyone wanner buy me heliumballoons ? i'll give you a big hug for that :D

isecretly told the moon my big fat secret.

Saturday, April 4, 2009 { 11:08 PM }

CHUAWEILING LOVE YOU LAR! :D

okay today had outing with weiling & she was late as usual.heyhey i waited for like half an hour at hougang station okay! seriously she stay hougang somemore pasir ris de reach le she haven reach -.- picnic late again you'll pay for all the food i tell you lol! went to cine to satisfy my craving for suki buffet omg long queue but we managed to get a table seat not the stool ones.haha! & there was this cute guy working there lalala.nope i did not i repeat i did not stare and drool okay! i just looked a lil' just a lil' haha! weiling thinks he's quite cute too just tat she thinks he's short hello weiling are you tat tall haha! okay salmon was like love lar yay.& i thought of this super smart way for weiling to have salmon.cooked ones i mean.i took the raw salmon & put it into the yasai miso soup & we steamboat the salmon lar :D haha! after eating seriously supe full must be like super fat now omg i cant see my toes O.O BELLY TOO BIG HAHAH! nah just joking :D after that went to walk ard cine then me & wl bought a top supposedly a top from hula&co but seriously cos we're short ppl that could totally be a mini dress as well oh wells :/

went to vivo for random phototaking session but was raining so couldnt take outdoors D: sad siol.then we video-ed also.zomg super funny lar.but weiling says iam not supposed to put the vids up here so i'll be a nice friend not to put them up :D OHYA WHEN ME & WL WERE LIKE WINDOW SHOPPING AT FOREVER21 WE SAW DONOVAN LAR HAHA! HEYLOWHA DONOVAN! ROFLMAO! then went home after some window shopping.

okay picnic with hm&wl on tuesday! location not decided yet but weiling! lets take more videos okay seriously super fun lar HAHA! :D

imade a wish with that fallen eyelash but it dint really work D: