time check its like 3:25am now.off to malaysia in a few hours time.lets see.nothing much up this couple of days & iam like playing the bloody maple private server thing.yes iam that bored.iam like level 173 already -.- madness.iam craving for dimsum now.ohmygoshgoodnessgracious.mum says we'll go for fortunate yum cha buffet sometime this week :D which also means getting fatter.shiat ass my face is like the size of the moon already okeh D:
helped my mum massaged her back cause she was having bad backache D: had a little chat & all with her & my second sis.we talked bout the days when we were younger & how my second sis had fits when she was young & how i was crying for my mum to wipe my butt after shiatting (okeh i was really young at that time so i suppose idk how to wipe butt ha!) while my sister was having fits.how my mum yelled at me saying something like : meimei going to die le lar.wipe what butt! ROFLMAO! & how i was crying & yelling & i rmb it was raining & got thunder & lightning & thats how i got the lil phobia for lightning & thunder i suppose.& how my mum was healthier & all when staying at the previous house (we all suspect the fengshui of my current house no good ha!) & how my mum's cousin drowned & all & my mum was saying she's scared of dying cause my youngest sister's still young.
& after talking to her for that couple of hours while massaging her back & listening to all her fears & how she wished to be healthier i would give 5yrs of my life to exchange my mum's health back.iknow its not possible & no! my mum's not suffering from some terminal illness but she's got some Arthritis related issues.the more serious case.so she's gotta eat lotsa medicine everyday for the rest of her life D: sometimes i wonder.why her.she's only 38? & on days when her legs ache & all i feel really sad.she cant run ard she cant do vigorous exercises & yet she has to take care of the whole family.even though she wont be reading this but i wanna tell you:
mum i really love you alot & iknow you love us too even though you like to nag alot but its for our own good.iknow sometimes i might argue/talk back when you scold me but i dont mean what i say.iknow what belin always do & say hurts alot cause i see you crying alone in your room & quickly wipe your tears when i go in to ask what's wrong & yet you'll assure me nothing's wrong.ipromise i'll be a better sister & a better daughter.iloveyou mum i really do.thanks for everything you've done for the whole family.loves!
friends.if you've never told you mum you love her before i think its time for you to start telling her.think of what she has done for you.dont take your mums for granted okeh :D
time check 3.45am now.ibetter get going already.got to be awake in a few hours time for msia (means pasar malam & shopping at the new malls!) okeh nights ppl.
ohya.before i forget.dontknow if you'll see this but still "Happy Birthday in advance Zhengyi! :D